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Friday, September 8, 2023

9.8.2023 - What Now?

     I think it is time to admit that some people are meant to not be in a relationship. The things I want and need from someone are just too contradictory for anyone person to have. As for what these things are, I can’t really say, too private. Maybe in the future, only time will tell.  

    Being confident in myself is a really scary thing for me. Every time I have felt “comfortable” about who I am and how I look I become ever so much more conceited and vainer. I know it speaks about who I am and that I need to be humbler. But when you feel so much less than everybody else it is nice to feel “superior” to everybody else when you can. I think it's time to say fuck it and take what I want. 

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